I miss you so much nanna dosh, feels like i haven't given you a kiss in such a long time. Not a day passes us that we dont talk about you even leah points at ur picture when we say ''where's nanna dosh'' and Jake kisses ur picture everytime he see's it and tells us all your in heaven with grandad brown. Im still mad at myself that the only time i didnt come and visit you was the last time i was ever gonna talk to you, any other time i was one of the first there, i know you'd only tell me not to be silly but i just wish i was there just one day earlier. I cant tell you how awful that day at the hospital was we all knew you was ready to go but we wasn't ready to let you go we were all there tho nan right till the very end no-one would leave we all miss you so much. me law ronda and tracy had the best nan in the world you was are best friend there wasn't a secret or a bra size of ours you didnt know haha you always knew when we were hurt and you never even needed to ask us you laughed and cryed with us we were soo lucky nan you had the best heart..heart like a lion my grandad said you were are angel and you still are.. You said goodbye to us all in your own way i remember how you said goodbye to me and i remember are very last conversation and ill treasure it in my heart forever x i'll always love you and think about you, your never on your own xx your in peace now xx